i.undress.my.mind.and.dare.you.to.follow
so take me, take me away with you
Saturday, July 19, 2008
btw i actually received a card that says "lil miss fickle"..heh..argh...so damn lazy to get out,and very contented with staying in to online shop!! beats having to jostle with the crowds, and i get to be in a very unglam dress up mode, aka my pjs.
but one very big downfall from online shopping is having to make my own decisions! "which to buy?what's the material like?is the model posing in a way to hide the flare?will it be too big for me? what do i match it with?no 12, 35 or that?or all 3?argh" omg~why does it seem like an uphill task for me to be decisive and know what i want? i need you!! my walking brains to decide for me!
(the babe i always shop with, my decision maker (but not when it comes to eating, we take super long to decide so much so we joke that we should eat in first before meeting. that way can save saliva, brain cells trying to decode each other and brainstorming where to eat and moolah!) my other ocdish/paranoid half (i hate to admit it but yea,i do think of it thou i don't mention it), bask-burnt-suffer together kaki, my 24/7 toll free dial-a-vet-tech hotline, my chef on demand, my opinion-ater (is there such a word?hur), my bitchee-bitcher,etc etc hur..lame.what will i ever do if u leave me???
how strange is it that we only got close after a TP graduation trip to thailand. hmmm..guess the reason's obvious to you but for the rest, that's cause (hate to admit it again) i was one of those gals practically glued to their other halves in school. just like conjoined twins, doing everything together, but how am i to be blamed when we were from the same course? heh.. anyways glad to know you but still, i hate having to vie for your time! (stupid mt pleasant, manipulate their workers, take advantage of my friend just cause she's too nice to lash out against you all, then you continue to overload her schedule and with incompetent co-workers and demanding clients who fault her when she's innocent! hence more work work work and less time for me!!!! working there = no life!)
wow, i swear writing that paragraph made my blood pressure surge. hahah
well, in short, we just have many similarities.(come on just admit it)we want our other halves to be like cats: bo chap you, have intimacy issues, give you attitude and this makes us pine for them more! hur. in other words, BAD BOYS. but then again for me, with a tinge of "wholesome-ness". we want them to shower us with the occasional flowers n gifts but never in public. too embarrassing la, needless to say no PDA-ing too. we'll hold your hands when we like to. hah. we also hate crowds thus choose to wallow in the east or each others' places on week ends. we try to make it a point to go gym but somehow never get to it. hai..too many to say la.. as long as you and i get the connection (she wriggles her hands while i try to wriggle my stiff toes).
so is it better to find someone who loves you more or we love more? that's a hard one to crack.
